Changes.

I love you more than you will ever know. You make me feel comfortable being myself, ALL OF THE TIME. Everytime I see you my heart starts to beat heavy. It didn’t suprise me at all when that psychic told me you were my soul mate because I already knew that. I honestly feel lost, in almost every aspect of my life. When I am with you I feel like that is where I am supposed to be. You are the only person that can make me happy when I am in my depressed stat of mind. I think going through this past week was maybe what I needed. I’ll admit, I do sometimes take you for granted. I have been spoiled and sometimes I just have the mind set that my life should be a fairy tale. I don’t want a fairy tale, I want to experience things. Go through hard times so I can appreciate the good ones. I am not perfect. I have done some things I am not proud of. Everyone has. Sometimes I think I would be better without you. I can do whatever I want, whenever I want. I can go to a party if I want, talk to anyone I want, dance with whoever I want. That sounds awesome. If I wasn’t with you I wouldn’t have to worry about anyone but me. I can text whoever I want. I can go out with any guy I want. A crazy single life is always in the back of my head. Secretly that is what I think I want sometimes. Going through this past week and getting that opportunity. It made me realize that it isn’t what I want. The only name I want to see in my text messages is yours. The only boy I want to go home with is you. The only person I want to dirty dance with at a crazy party while I’m drunk…is you. The only person I want to lay in bed with all day is you. All I want is you.